Questioning God's Plan: A Reflection on Worth and Mortality

Recently, I've been confronted with the harsh realities of life. Hardee's and struggles have become my constant companions. The loss of a dear friend shook me to my core, forcing me to reevaluate my existence. Their passing left me wondering about my own worth in this world.

Losing someone dear exposes our vulnerability:

- "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted" (Psalm 34:18).

- "Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted" (Matthew 5:4).

As I face myself in the mirror, I'm met with an unsettling truth: I'm alone. No family, no close friends, no loved ones to speak of. This realization sparks questions:

- Why do those with loving relationships have to leave?

- Why must they leave behind grieving loved ones?

- And why am I still here, with seemingly no purpose?

In times of sorrow, it's natural to question God's intentions:

- "My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways" (Isaiah 55:8).

- "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding" (Proverbs 3:5).

Scripture reminds us that God's ways are beyond our comprehension:

- "The Lord gives and the Lord takes away" (Job 1:21).

- "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways" (Isaiah 55:8).

As I grapple with these questions, I'm drawn to biblical accounts of suffering:

- Job's trials and ultimate restoration (Job 1-42).

- David's lamentations and trust in God (Psalm 13, 42).

In the midst of uncertainty, I'm reminded to:

1. Trust God's sovereignty.

2. Seek comfort in His presence.

3. Focus on His goodness, not my circumstances.

Though I still struggle to understand God's plan, I'll choose to trust in His goodness. May my questions ignite a deeper faith, and may I find solace in the promise that "all things work together for good" (Romans 8:28).

— MC©️

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