Fixing my gaze upon the unwavering character of my Lord.

As the second week of December unfolds, a sense of melancholy settles within me. Ironically, this period, which should be filled with joyous anticipation of our Lord's birth, finds my human heart and mind ensnared in a web of sorrow. Despite my earnest endeavors to anchor myself in the Rock that is Jesus, I find it challenging to muster a cheerful spirit (Psalm 42:11).

In the midst of this turmoil, I am reminded that my humanity is fragile and prone to uncertainty. The enemy of my soul exploits this vulnerability, launching vicious attacks when I am most susceptible (1 Peter 5:8). As I grapple with the weight of my emotions, I am keenly aware of the disconnect between my purpose and the fears that assail me.

In this desolate landscape, I cry out to my Lord, beseeching Him to envelop me in the protective covering of His precious blood (Revelation 1:5). I yearn for the sanctuary of His presence, where I can find solace from the cruel whims of this world (Psalm 91:4).

My soul is weary from the crushing burden of contemplating mortality. Though I do not fear death itself, I am consumed by the longing to spend eternity in the presence of my Lord (2 Corinthians 5:8). As the days unfold, I am reminded that God's will often diverges from my desires, and His promises transcend my temporal needs (Isaiah 55:8-9).

In the face of uncertainty, I cling to the reassurance of a friend's words: "God has something bigger for you, otherwise, the enemy would not be attacking you so hard." This poignant reminder emboldens me to persevere, trusting that the Lord is indeed working behind the scenes to bring about something magnificent in my life (Romans 8:28).

As I wait upon the Lord's promises, I am drawn to the wisdom of Psalm 27:14, which exhorts me to "wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." May this sacred truth be my guiding light in the midst of life's tempests, as I fix my gaze upon the unwavering character of my Lord.

—MC©️

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